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  This morning I faced up to the fact that being a control freak has its draw backs.

Thank goodness for the incredibly inspiring, mind blowingly wise people out there who teach lessons about creating our ideal life experiences. Which I can access online any time!

One of them is Mike Dooley. His tag line is thoughts become things. He’s currently sharing some pretty juicy videos that I think you’ll love.

So let’s talk about me! Last night I got very little sleep. My baby kept waking and I began to wonder if I would get any sleep at all. 

Part of the reason I was feeling anxious is that tonight, for the first time in a year, I’m singing at my favourite cafe – The Dangerous Kitchen here in Takaka. It’s going to be pretty relaxed, we will basically be background music, but still it was there, in my mind, like a little red flag that said: ‘you haven’t done this in a while …. People will be watching.’

I tried to let go and trust that all would be just fine, and I so know it will be. But still … It was there.

So come 9 am this morning When I was bleary eyed and dreamy, I took the time to open one of the many  über  inspiring emails that come my way.

What the hell! I’d let go of all expectations of my day anyway. It was time to let someone feed my mind with their brilliant insight.

And the awesome Mike reminded me to set my GPS system on the end result, put my car into gear, and see where life took me. Oh and I had to surrender to the chaos of life and stop micro managing, he said.

Thanks Mike, you feck’n angel. This happens to be exactly what I needed to know. I’ve been trying to do this lately. It’s been kinda hard to let go, but I’m persevering and I’m seeing results.

Trying hard to let go – is that an oxymoron? Yes I’ve definitely picked up some controlling patterns. I was a big sister you see.

I’m going to post this now and see where else my magnificent GPS system takes me. Could be back to bed.

Watch Mike’s video.

Tags: Happiness